True Stories About Life Inside a Cult

These firsthand and investigative accounts of cults and extreme religions might aggravate your blood pressure. Get ready to bite your nails and stay up all night long with these nonfiction reads of abject horror.

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1. Helter Skelter: The True Story of the Manson Murders by Vincent Bugliosi

Helter Skelter- The True Story of the Manson Murders by Vincent Bugliosi

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In the summer of 1969, in Los Angeles, a series of brutal, seemingly random murders captured headlines across America. A famous actress (and her unborn child), an heiress to a coffee fortune, a supermarket owner and his wife were among the seven victims. A thin trail of circumstances eventually tied the Tate-LeBianca murders to Charles Manson, a would-be pop singer of small talent living in the desert with his “family” of devoted young women and men. What was his hold over them? And what was the motivation behind such savagery? In the public imagination, over time, the case assumed the proportions of myth. The murders marked the end of the sixties and became an immediate symbol of the dark underside of that era.

Vincent Bugliosi was the prosecuting attorney in the Manson trial, and this book is his enthralling account of how he built his case from what a defense attorney dismissed as only “two fingerprints and Vince Bugliosi.” The meticulous detective work with which the story begins, the prosecutor’s view of a complex murder trial, the reconstruction of the philosophy Manson inculcated in his fervent followers…these elements make for a true crime classic. Helter Skelter is not merely a spellbinding murder case and courtroom drama but also, in the words of The New Republic, a “social document of rare importance.”

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The book Helter Skelter about Charles Manson. I read it as a teenager and couldn’t sleep with the lights out for weeks and weeks.

@SatisfyingSerenity

If you’re going to read anything about the Manson family, you’d have to read Helter Skelter by Vince Bugliosi who was the lead detective on the Manson family case. It’s immaculately detailed but also riveting, which makes it really rare, like a unicorn.

@PuzzleheadedHorse437

2. Cultish: The Language of Fanaticism by Amanda Montell

Cultish- The Language of Fanaticism by Amanda Montell

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What makes “cults” so intriguing and frightening? What makes them powerful? The reason why so many of us binge Manson documentaries by the dozen and fall down rabbit holes researching suburban moms gone QAnon is because we’re looking for a satisfying explanation for what causes people to join—and more importantly, stay in—extreme groups. We secretly want to know: could it happen to me? Amanda Montell’s argument is that, on some level, it already has . . .

Our culture tends to provide pretty flimsy answers to questions of cult influence, mostly having to do with vague talk of “brainwashing.” But the true answer has nothing to do with freaky mind-control wizardry or Kool-Aid. In Cultish, Montell argues that the key to manufacturing intense ideology, community, and us/them attitudes all comes down to language. In both positive ways and shadowy ones, cultish language is something we hear—and are influenced by—every single day.

Through juicy storytelling and cutting original research, Montell exposes the verbal elements that make a wide spectrum of communities “cultish,” revealing how they affect followers of groups as notorious as Heaven’s Gate, but also how they pervade our modern start-ups, Peloton leaderboards, and Instagram feeds. Incisive and darkly funny, this enrapturing take on the curious social science of power and belief will make you hear the fanatical language of “cultish” everywhere.

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There is an awesome book about the language surrounding cults and religion called Cultish by Amanda Montell. If anyone is interested in learning more about how to navigate the differences, I highly recommend it!

@jellybeansarepebbles

Cultish by Amanda Montell – a really thoughtful and well-researched book on the language of cults and cult-like organizations.

@hellaruminative

3. Beyond Belief: My Secret Life Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape by Jenna Miscavige Hill

Beyond Belief- My Secret Life Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape by Jenna Miscavige Hill

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Jenna Miscavige Hill, niece of Church of Scientology leader David Miscavige, was raised as a Scientologist but left the controversial religion in 2005. In Beyond Belief, she shares her true story of life inside the upper ranks of the sect, details her experiences as a member Sea Org—the church’s highest ministry, speaks of her “disconnection” from family outside of the organization, and tells the story of her ultimate escape.

In this tell-all memoir, complete with family photographs from her time in the Church, Jenna Miscavige Hill, a prominent critic of Scientology who now helps others leave the organization, offers an insider’s profile of the beliefs, rituals, and secrets of the religion that has captured the fascination of millions, including some of Hollywood’s brightest stars such as Tom Cruise and John Travolta.

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Jenna Hill’s memoir, Beyond Belief is worth a read. She talks about what it was like to be born and raised by parents in the Sea Org (the division of Scientology that most leadership is drawn from), and the path that lead her to eventually leave Scientology. There’s an added wrinkle in that her maiden name is Miscavige; her uncle David became L Ron Hubbard’s successor after the founder’s death when Jenna was a toddler. The pressure from David Miscavige to avoid the embarrassment of someone with the Miscavige name leaving Scientology was a nontrivial complication in Jenna’s life.

@Blenderhead36

Check out Beyond Belief: My secret life inside Scientology and my Harrowing Escape. It’s written by Jenna Miscavige, David Miscavige’s (current Scientologist leader) niece. It’s amazing to read about the things she had to endure, growing up immersed in it.

@BMFunkster

4. Under the Banner of Heaven: A Story of Violent Faith by Jon Krakauer

Under the Banner of Heaven- A Story of Violent Faith by Jon Krakauer

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Defying both civil authorities and the Mormon establishment in Salt Lake City, the renegade leaders of these Taliban-like theocracies are zealots who answer only to God; some 40,000 people still practice polygamy in these communities.

At the core of Krakauer’s book are brothers Ron and Dan Lafferty, who insist they received a commandment from God to kill a blameless woman and her baby girl. Beginning with a meticulously researched account of this appalling double murder, Krakauer constructs a multi-layered, bone-chilling narrative of messianic delusion, polygamy, savage violence, and unyielding faith. Along the way he uncovers a shadowy offshoot of America’s fastest growing religion, and raises provocative questions about the nature of religious belief.

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For those of us who are not Mormons or ‘Gentiles’, the book Under the Banner of Heaven by Jon Krakauer is a pretty good intro to the darker aspects of the Church of Latter-Day Saints. It was made into a great miniseries recently starring Andrew Garfield which I also recommend.

@NoodlesrTuff1256

Finished Under the Banner of Heaven, by Jon Krakauer An incredibly interesting and simultaneously gut-wrenching story. The book trades off chapters between a history of Mormonism and its founder John Smith, and the 1984 murder of a woman and her baby at the hands of her family who were “commanded by God to kill them.”

@SheepskinCrybaby

5. The Road to Jonestown: Jim Jones and Peoples Temple by Jeff Guinn

The Road to Jonestown- Jim Jones and Peoples Temple by Jeff Guinn

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In the 1950s, a young Indianapolis minister named Jim Jones preached a curious blend of the gospel and Marxism. His congregation was racially mixed, and he was a leader in the early civil rights movement. Eventually, Jones moved his church, Peoples Temple, to northern California, where he got involved in electoral politics and became a prominent Bay Area leader. But underneath the surface lurked a terrible darkness.

In this riveting narrative, Jeff Guinn examines Jones’s life, from his early days as an idealistic minister to a secret life of extramarital affairs, drug use, and fraudulent faith healing, before the fateful decision to move almost a thousand of his followers to a settlement in the jungles of Guyana in South America. Guinn provides stunning new details of the events leading to the fatal day in November, 1978 when more than nine hundred people died—including almost three hundred infants and children—after being ordered to swallow a cyanide-laced drink.

Guinn examined thousands of pages of FBI files on the case, including material released during the course of his research. He traveled to Jones’s Indiana hometown, where he spoke to people never previously interviewed, and uncovered fresh information from Jonestown survivors. He even visited the Jonestown site with the same pilot who flew there the day that Congressman Leo Ryan was murdered on Jones’s orders. The Road to Jonestown is “the most complete picture to date of this tragic saga, and of the man who engineered it…The result is a disturbing portrait of evil—and a compassionate memorial to those taken in by Jones’s malign charisma” (San Francisco Chronicle).

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If you’re a reader you have to read the book The Road to Jonestown. It’s an incredibly detailed and enthralling read about the entire life of Jim Jones from birth to his decent into madness it’s very powerful and shocking the truly evil things he did even before Jonestown

@Punkposer83

I really enjoyed The Road to Jonestown. It illuminated parts of his life of which I was previously unaware and focused less on the massacre itself and more on the build-up that allowed it to happen. Very well written.

@missshrimptoast

6. The Sound of Gravel: A Memoir by Ruth Wariner

The Sound of Gravel- A Memoir by Ruth Wariner

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The thirty-ninth of her father’s forty-two children, Ruth Wariner grew up in a polygamist family on a farm in rural Mexico. In The Sound of Gravel, she offers an unforgettable portrait of the violence that threatened her community, her family’s fierce sense of loyalty, and her own unshakeable belief in the possibility of a better life. An intimate, gripping tale of triumph and courage, The Sound of Gravel is a heart-stopping true story.

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I recently finished The Sound Of Gravel by Ruth Wariner. It’s a hard read but it kept me at the edge of my seat and it has a very interesting family dynamic. I highly recommend it.

@catsandnaps1028

The Sound of Gravel by Ruth Wariner. It’s dark, but definitely one I recommend. Wariner was raised in a polygamist cult and her father has 40-something kids. It’s a wild ride with a theme of redemption.

@nomadicstateofmind

7. Broken Faith: Inside one of America's Most Dangerous Cults by Mitch Weiss

Broken Faith- Inside one of America's Most Dangerous Cults by Mitch Weiss

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In 1979, a fiery preacher named Jane Whaley attracted a small group of followers with a promise that she could turn their lives around.

In the years since, Whaley’s following has expanded to include thousands of congregants across three continents. In their eyes she’s a prophet. And to disobey her means eternal damnation.

The control Whaley exerts is absolute: she decides what her followers study, where they work, whom they can marry—even when they can have sex.

Based on hundreds of interviews, secretly recorded conversations, and thousands of pages of documents, Pulitzer Prize winner Mitch Weiss and Holbrook Mohr’s Broken Faith is a terrifying portrait of life inside the Word of Faith Fellowship, and the harrowing account of one family who escaped after two decades.

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I read Broken Faith by Mitch Weiss and it’s an excellent, disturbing book that I would highly recommend to anyone wanting to learn more about this cult.

@llama_therapy

Broken Faith: Inside the Word of Faith Fellowship, One of America’s Most Dangerous Cults by Mitch Weiss is recommended! If you like true crime/cult stories check it out. I definitely rage listened to most of it but enjoyed.

@eire1590

8. Going Clear: Scientology, Hollywood, and the Prison of Belief by Lawrence Wright

Going Clear- Scientology, Hollywood, and the Prison of Belief by Lawrence Wright

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Scientology presents itself as a scientific approach to spiritual enlightenment, but its practices have long been shrouded in mystery. Now Lawrence Wright—armed with his investigative talents, years of archival research, and more than two hundred personal interviews with current and former Scientologists—uncovers the inner workings of the church. We meet founder L. Ron Hubbard, the highly imaginative but mentally troubled science-fiction writer, and his tough, driven successor, David Miscavige. We go inside their specialized cosmology and language. We learn about the church’s legal attacks on the IRS, its vindictive treatment of critics, and its phenomenal wealth. We see the church court celebrities such as Tom Cruise while consigning its clergy to hard labor under billion-year contracts. Through it all, Wright asks what fundamentally comprises a religion, and if Scientology in fact merits this Constitutionally-protected label. Brilliantly researched, compellingly written, Going Clear pulls back the curtain on one of the most secretive organizations at work today.

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Going Clear is an an excellent book/documentary about what people went thru during their time in Scientology.

@TBayChik420

Just read Going Clear by Lawrence Wright. Oh my God. So worth it, just for the Tom Cruise chapters.

@PanickedPoodle

9. Them: Adventures with Extremists by Jon Ronson

Them- Adventures with Extremists by Jon Ronson

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A wide variety of extremist groups — Islamic fundamentalists, neo-Nazis — share the oddly similar belief that a tiny shadowy elite rule the world from a secret room. In Them, journalist Jon Ronson has joined the extremists to track down the fabled secret room.

As a journalist and a Jew, Ronson was often considered one of “Them” but he had no idea if their meetings actually took place. Was he just not invited? Them takes us across three continents and into the secret room. Along the way he meets Omar Bakri Mohammed, considered one of the most dangerous men in Great Britain, PR-savvy Ku Klux Klan Grand Wizard Thom Robb, and the survivors of Ruby Ridge. He is chased by men in dark glasses and unmasked as a Jew in the middle of a Jihad training camp. In the forests of northern California he even witnesses CEOs and leading politicians — like Dick Cheney and George Bush — undertake a bizarre owl ritual.

Ronson’s investigations, by turns creepy and comical, reveal some alarming things about the looking-glass world of “us” and “them.” Them is a deep and fascinating look at the lives and minds of extremists. Are the extremists onto something? Or is Jon Ronson becoming one of them?

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Check out Them by Jon Ronson. Goes into Ruby Ridge, the Bilerberg Group and Bohemian Grove. He describes the book in the introduction as “a shapshot of America on September 10th, 2001” and a lot of it is that 1990s heydey-of-conspiracy stuff.

@SectoBoss

THEM by Jon Ronson is a great snapshot of where the conspiracy-minded far right was 20 years ago. The chapters on Alex Jones are almost quaint.

@HotButteredMoonbeams

10. Heaven's Gate: America's UFO Religion by Benjamin E. Zeller

Heaven's Gate- America's UFO Religion by Benjamin E. Zeller

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The captivating story of the people of Heaven’s Gate, a religious group focused on transcending humanity and the Earth, and seeking salvation in the literal heavens on board a UFO

In March 1997, thirty-nine people in Rancho Santa Fe, California, ritually terminated their lives. To outsiders, it was a mass suicide. To insiders, it was a graduation. This act was the culmination of over two decades of spiritual and social development for the members of Heaven’s Gate.

In this fascinating overview, Benjamin Zeller not only explores the question of why the members of Heaven’s Gate committed ritual suicides, but interrogates the origin and evolution of the religion, its appeal, and its practices. By tracking the development of the history, social structure, and worldview of Heaven’s Gate, Zeller draws out the ways in which the movement was both a reflection and a microcosm of larger American culture. The group emerged out of engagement with Evangelical Christianity, the New Age movement, science fiction and UFOs, and conspiracy theories, and it evolved in response to the religious quests of baby boomers, new religions of the counterculture, and the narcissistic pessimism of the 1990s. Thus, Heaven’s Gate not only reflects the context of its environment, but also reveals how those forces interacted in the form of a single religious body.

In the only book-length study of Heaven’s Gate, Zeller traces the roots of the movement, examines its beliefs and practices, and tells the captivating story of its people.

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Heaven’s Gate: America’s UFO Religion by Benjamin Zeller! it’s dense — the author is a professor of religious studies — but I’m a huge nerd for this sort of rigorous scholarship on cults and it’s my bedtime reading so I can move through it slowly. I really appreciate how in-depth it goes, and how it really humanizes the members and shows how the worldview was internally coherent to them, rather than treating them like freaks.

@mountainruins

One of my favorites is Heaven’s Gate by Benjamin Zeller. It mostly covers the beliefs and evolution of the cult in a scholarly way.

@Genius_of_Narf